Thursday, October 28, 2010

Fall

I don't think I can explain how much I love the fall. I have loved autumn this year even more because it brought such a relief from the especially bad heat of summer. I love sleeping with the windows open at night, watching the trees change, walking through piles of leaves, wearing cute layers of clothes, apple cider, apple pie, baking and I could go on and on.
There are only a few days left in October, after that it's the "Holiday Season". How is that possible. I think Fall gets the short end of the stick. Don't get me wrong, I love the Holidays, but we look forward to them SO much that fall is over before we even realize it. So basically, take time to enjoy this very minute, this wonderful weather and the fact that there's no ice on the ground :) Oh, also I've especially loved my best accessory over fall season this year, my baby bump!



So, have I mentioned lately that I'm in love. It's true. I'm crazy, totally, hands-down in love with 2 men....my wonderful husband and my beautiful baby boy (haven't met yet). This pregnancy has been the most incredibly amazing journey I've ever been on in my life. I love that God has given me one last time of true independence and DEPENDENCE on Him. God has been showing me so much through this deployment. I am a strong woman, I'm also fully relying on God to get me through the rest of it :) I could go into more detail but I would write way too much. So for now I'll just leave it at that. God is good. I am totally reliant upon Him and I can't wait for my Hub to get home, but am very grateful for this last time for me and God. I guess it won't be the LAST time, we are in the military after all!

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

unworthy


I am incredibly unworthy of any gift the Lord gives me. Who am I that I should find favor in the Lord's eyes? My God is SO big, so mighty, so powerful and so so Holy. What a mighty awesome Father we serve. I have been taken out of the miry clay and set on firm ground. How can someone be so amazing that there are no words to describe Him? There are no words even worthy enough to be spoken about Him. Thank you, Lord for who You are and that You've chosen me to be Your child. Thank you even more that you have chosen Stephen and I to carry one of your precious children. To raise him as our own. What an incredible blessing he is.